if you come back.

i wanna know why it never seems to end.

Mon, 05 May 2008 23:09:24 GMT

on the way down town i saw you looking real good, looking the other way
and i was hoping that you would not see me i had nothing to say

It's been a long time but not too long
and not long enough I'm thinking to myself

how's your mom
and are you working in the same place
your hair got long and on and on

te amo

Sat, 03 May 2008 21:12:50 GMT

love represents a range of human emotions and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction. the word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic pleasure to intense interpersonal attraction. this diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

as an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards for another person. even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romantic love to the nonsexual. love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationships and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the creative arts.

make me something somebody can use.

Sun, 05 Aug 2007 00:00:33 GMT

i just wish i were a toothbrush or a solder gun

....................

I AM DROWNING.

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 13:53:49 GMT

there is no sign of land
you are coming down with me
hand in unlovable hand

life is way too short.

Mon, 18 Jun 2007 16:26:53 GMT

i remember being in gym class and asking to use the restroom.
when i walked out into the hallway i saw you.
i started crying.

you are my favorite person.
and i never get to see you.

i didn't think you were.

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 18:21:10 GMT

i'm always anxious thinking
i'm not living my life to the fullest, you know?
taking advantage of every possibility?
just making sure i'm not wasting
one second of the little time i have.

Tue, 29 May 2007 14:16:46 GMT

dear livejournal,

not going to lie, i miss this.

love,
jillianne

small request.

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 17:24:17 GMT

could we please turn around?

a soft breeze, a harsh wind.

Sat, 15 Jul 2006 20:02:41 GMT

i press my shoulder to this wall between us
i know you are behind me
but i press my shoulder to this wall
determined not to turn around
i know i'll see you standing still
that statue that i molded in my mind to kiss
so beautiful you'll never move again
someplace far away
at some sad table littered with bad light
with chipped plates
in 48 frames from a movie on the cutting room floor
you said "True meaning would be dying with you"
and though i wanted to, i did not smile

but now i will give up on this wall that we have fought with
never uncover meaning behind our rich words
if i could i would make you a raging river
with angry rapids
supplied with rain
so you could always meander and forever be able to run away without contending with myths wrongly interpreted with pain

and my overbite is getting worse.

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 13:39:04 GMT

i woke up today feeling my age
and the sum of everything i've ever done
and either i just got kicked in the teeth
or time has changed me.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 03:06:47 GMT

it's stuck in my head.

Tue, 02 May 2006 17:24:38 GMT

under the boardwalk, down by the sea
on a blanket with my baby is where i'll be

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 04:03:26 GMT

i hope that our few remaining friends
give up on trying to save us
i hope we come up with a failsafe plot
to piss off the dumb few that forgave us
i hope the fences we mended
fall down beneath their own weight
and i hope we hang on past the last exit

i hope it's already too late

and i hope the junkyard a few blocks from here
someday burns down
and i hope the rising black smoke carries me far away
and i never come back to this town
again in my life
i hope i lie
and tell everyone you were a good wife
and i hope you die
i hope we both die

i hope i cut myself shaving tomorrow
i hope it bleeds all day long
our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises
we're pretty sure they're all wrong
i hope it stays dark forever
i hope the worst isn't over
and i hope you blink before i do
yeah i hope i never get sober
and i hope when you think of me years down the line
you can't find one good thing to say
and i'd hope that if i found the strength to walk out
You'd stay the hell out of my way

i am drowning

there is no sign of land
you are coming down with me
hand in unlovable hand
and i hope you die
i hope we both die

nothing is forever

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 22:35:37 GMT

_{this place is such a mess}^{sometimes i think i'd like to watch it burn}

green eyes

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 10:03:13 GMT

i came here with a load
and it feels so much lighter since i met you
and honey you should know that i could never go on without you

honey you are a rock upon which i stand.

eeeeeeeee!

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 19:56:30 GMT

we're rolling neon lights and slinking purple skies squeeze out soft regrets from all our lives as i greet another door that opens in to that place that we repeatedly begin i'm tangled up in tries slipping on i wonder why i face affection not embrace another urban wasteland thick with fears i see lights that shine like frozen television tears or dying embers of another day please tell me what it is i i wanna say i'm tangled up in tries slipping on i wonder why i face affection not embrace
affection not embrace

FOR SURE.

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 09:12:33 GMT

nothing's harder to find in life than quiet and then you gotta hide in quiet 'till you find what's hidden in it.

TELL MEEE

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 00:06:21 GMT

1. Something random about me.
2. What song/movie reminds you of me.
3. What country I should be king/queen of.
4. Say something you like about me.
5. Say something you can't stand about me.
6. What celebrity I remind you of.
7. Ask me something you've always wondered about me.
8. If you do this for me you must post it in your journal. You MUST. It
is written.

maybe baby.

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 00:12:32 GMT

maybe everything is tragic and temporary.

shortcuts

Wed, 25 Jan 2006 23:50:29 GMT

"Certain things around us will change, become easier or harder, one thing or the other, but nothing will ever really be any different. I believe that. We have made our decisions, our lives have been set in motion, and they will go on and on until they stop."

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 23:13:47 GMT

this place is flatter than it seems.

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 20:20:23 GMT

troy loves joan the wakeboarder.

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 07:33:26 GMT

What color Laser are you? (with pics)
brought to you by Quizilla
Purple
You are the ultimate color or laser and everyone should never see eye to eye cause youre too sweet and trippy (WARNING dont get high while at a purple laser show)

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 09:21:27 GMT

someone buy me a new camera. thanks.

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 20:40:33 GMT

there's nothing to do around here.